forever love.
You don’t see me
When we pass in the hall
One word sentences
Stinging my ears
You are my love
My life
My best friend
Yet we’re light-years away
Inside
Our souls not connecting
Our minds and hearts drifting
So much work to be together
I want to scream and yell
And cry
I want you to see me
And love me
And listen to me
I’m too expressive
And you’re too repressive
All of me I’ve given you
Determined to spend my life
Loving you
Willing to work and talk
And trust
Waiting for you to give yourself
Completely to me
Express your feelings
Share your thoughts
Connect to my soul
Like I know only you can
I knew it was destiny
The moment we met
Our road painted with curves
And dead-ends
The way was so difficult
But now we’re here
And required to make
Tough decisions
Align our visions
Love unconditionally
Together
As one
old times
Oh shit, how could this be?
You’re like you, I’m like me
Yet we’re like we
I’m trembling
Imagining the unknown
Dreams becoming visions
When you express yourself
Vivid and pure and beautiful
And we
Fingertips dancing, I pour out my heart
Reaching for your soul
Not allowed to touch, but my words invite
Longing for whispers under moonlight
Interpretive dances filling our night
Emotion
And passion
Expression
And vision
I want to feel your every thought
Write to me
Sing to me
Make me vulnerable
Until it lasts no more
For some of you would be better
Than none at all
emotions
How is it possible
To feel so many emotions
Tears
For no reason
For once
Nothing is wrong
Been high
Loving life
Loving me
And now I want to
Breakdown
Why?
When things are so good
And things feel so right
Why do these emotions
Invade me
Oppress me
Restrict me
Why do they take over
And leave me without
Control
Why the confusion
No explanation for the
Sadness
Preciso entender
Need to know
So I can
Analyze
And criticize
Make everything better
Inside
So I can
Learn
And prevent
Guard myself from these feelings
And turn off the tears
simple complexity
Sometimes I yell to get your attention
And then feel bad
For being so aggressive
I cry and pout and silently beg
Sometimes you don't notice
So I try even harder
Do you understand the way I feel
or think I'm acting like a spoiled child
Frustrated
My lip quivers and tears fall
I just want it all to be ok
No fighting, no yelling, no crying
Negative energy flying
Connect with me
Allow me to be me
And I'll let you be you
In simple complexity
slow burn
Stop smoking weed?
Now why the hell
Would I go and do that
In this world of radical Christians, Bush, and war
A quick toke here, a quick toke there
Inspires me
To write and dream
The hypocritical Christian boss
Keeping me from the top
Because I'm a woman
Puff puff give
Reminds me not to settle
To fight for all that I believe
I've gotta get out
Before corporate America
Steals my spirit
I'll keep puffing and passing
to keep the connection
