betrayal

Nothing in life has ever been important to me Like trust Fear of deceit and lies and cheating Drove me to you I knew you’d never hurt me I knew you loved me like no other Ever had And I loved you I planned our future all by myself And all my effort and passion Went behind these dreams, these visions These hopes for reality When you walked the first time I held onto our life I knew we were meant to be together Forever And I held on to you To the dream To us When you realized your love And couldn’t live without me I felt a fear like no other I knew this was it and I knew it was scary Could you love me enough To make me love myself Could I find that security After you left me the first time Could I hold onto our passion Our dreams and our vision Could I let go of the fear And pain and hurt and insecurity Could I let you love me For me Could I relax and hold my guard At bay Could us be Slowly I accepted And dreamed and prepared to create Our little expression of love, our little life The calm I experienced The fears floating away slowly In preparation for motherhood My soul becoming yours And forsaking all others How does it go away How could you leave me in this dream Your vision clouded with ideals My soul doesn’t understand My dreams disrupted by your reality As you steal my passion and expression And being I’ll never leave you I can’t be without you I love you so much All lies, deceit, and self-deception Love doesn’t leave Love doesn’t stop and go and stop and go It forgives and resolves and communicates Till souls connect again