make it go away

Can’t eradicate the love inside All my thoughts consumed by you You were the one, you are the one And I cannot see the truth I can’t explain the feeling I get Remembering how it felt to hear you love me To feel you feeling me, to love you loving me And now I struggle to bury the memories Your African corn and stupid dragon shirt Sharkey and Cabron The baby, the family, the memories and pictures That horrendous tiger towel And our weekend trips But the love, the feelings, the bitter pain The crushing silence that fills the house Refuse the grave I try to create The reality of it all Broke my spirit Damaged my soul And I’ve never felt so betrayed The one man I believed would never hurt me Did it so, so well I’m deeply sad knowing you are sad Knowing you wouldn’t have done this If you’d known the outcome i feel your pain know your sadness it consumes my every moment and knowing this just makes it worse still wishing on a star and preserving your memory refusing to bury the emotional and closing down the personal I can’t be around you and not touch you I can’t see you and not love you And the saddest thing of all for me Is that you can