perception

Thinking Thinking I think too damn much Worrying and analyzing Never really just being I miss you so much And dream of having you back But reality reminds me That I wasn’t all that happy We failed to connect Living separate lives Happy faces in public Sorrowful resistance at home My heart is aching with missing you But I know I know We can’t be together Still I dream of you most When there’s nobody filling that void Doubting the authenticity Of my emotional pain The longing thoughts of you produced Following the adventure And seeking the fantasy When the reality was something I knew I couldn’t handle Still I miss the way you say says Growing cold with no one to laugh with Holding on to the dream Fading away from reality Isolating from further reduction I think I think too damn much