our orchard

Bright green trees and Apple blossoms brightening the sky Any of the trees perfect To house our next picnic And we run through The luscious green grass Playing and squealing Till we fall together Under our favorite tree We kiss and laugh And tease and kiss And hold each other tight Looking up Flowers dying The leaves wilting The branches drooping And in your orchard The leaves turn brown Crumbling to the ground You cut down the tree And in my orchard It all turns green Watering and nursing I talk to my tree Till the leaves grow green And flowers are seen For no grass is greener than your own the orchard has died but in our souls the memory lives reminding us how green it once was

waking up alone

Come by me baby Let me hold you and kiss you And Love you My mind’s going crazy missing you Reminded by all the things you used to do I can’t hold my head so high no more Felt it since you walked out that door My heart hurts, I just want you to come by me Let go of it all and let us be free Sharing dreams and fantasies, looks of love and lust But how could I ever, ever again give you my trust You’ve hurt me to the core, my soul genuinely wounded How do I get back up and rediscover me How can I give in and just let this be I have to turn the saddest time of my life into fun And I can’t help wondering who here won Wasn’t me, definitely not you How could it even possibly be true We’re both miserable, why play any longer Can’t you see that these things we go through just make us stronger And closer…but you’re not close now, you ran the fuck away I’m still at home waiting for you I have to smile Go to the gym and walk a mile (lol) I’ve gotta get my shit together Pick up and take care of me When I’ve never really done that before It’s overwhelming taking control When you thought you had it all along